Derek is a senior high school student, gay but a little in the closet; it’s not that he is afraid, or scared, to come out, it’s only that, first of all there are really no reason to do that, and second he doesn’t like to “stand out”. A good student, a good athlete (he is in the wrestling time), pretty enough to be above the average, Derek has all the basis to be considered an high school sweetheart, but he doesn’t like to be on the center stage; when he was offered the captain position of his wrestling team, he refused; when he is invited to a party, he prefers to being the D.J., rather than to mix with other guys and girls. For once, Derek is not one of those characters who “would like to”, but has not the characteristics “to be”, he is someone who wants to be a wallpaper boy.
All of that changes when he meets Scott, the new guy arriving at his high school. Scott is cute and kind, and he needs a friend being new in town; he has also the same love for wrestling that Derek has, they love the same music, they have similar expectations in life. They are the perfect couple, the only problem seems to be that both of them are too shy to make the first move. But as I said, this novel is a good mix between a true Young Adult, that usually tends to be full of angst, and a Romance, that has a more pink glasses perspective on life.
Derek and Scott will manage to have their high school romance, even if it will not always be a bed of roses. But the issues they will have to face are plenty manageable by two teenagers, and it’s not something so dramatic to completely upturning their life and changing their future. Moreover, the author will compare two possible family experiences, one supporting and the other not so much, but being gay will be not their main issue, and so, in the end, their relationship trouble will be pretty much similar to any other teenager couple.
The sex will arrive to something more of an heavy petting even if it will not move to the final stage; in this way this novel remains on a level that is still acceptable for a Young Adult reader (maybe a little more near the Adult edge than the Young one) but that can appeal also an older reader.
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Paperback: 300 pages
Publisher: Featherweight Press (October 19, 2010)